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-* Tuesday, February 28, 2006

another week.
monday. cat's bdae. wish him happy bdae he made me start to boil instead. grr.
morning.. gt tk golden run 1st collection. << i mean; this collecting of funds is nt for charity. is for the SCHOOL. and our form tcher is forcing us to collect $300 each. -.-
science? physics.. =x so boring. P.S. i hate physics. really.
lit. lit? got back our lit paper. 12.5/25 (diao..) for essay. essay ONLY. heng. den the other paper for lit got 17/25. saved my life. i didnt fail. lol.
music? next week got music test. must memorise the composers in baroque period. zzzz.
CE.. bleah. boring like hell.
english is worse.
history? again; the boys bully ms sri. she very kelian lorx.
go home; play. saw finish inuyasha (everything.) and the ending just sucks.

tuesday.
lit 1st. got wad NEW story. and its bout some lame sisters vying for their father's possesions. and ms chong want us to go to the orbituries (or wad ever it is spelt.) go look for the dead ppl the poems!! eeeps.
PE.. learnt some lame hurdling.
maths. got common test paper back. didnt fail. yay.
english. portfolio assignment. tmr den get back our test paper.
art. got 18 for art that shading thingy! yay.
mathsws period.. nth la. just go through the paper.
back at home.. nth to do.. =x
gave up on maple. so sian. only play lik 15minutes to back up my sister ans ks that kser hu ks my sis. rakion.. boring.. its smth lik guns.. so sian.
lol.
go do hw ler. kkw reminded me. and i tot no hw lor! lol.

`cyn


-* Sunday, February 26, 2006

tmr gt sch AGAIN!!! aw man..
kay la.. lets go recap.

yasterday.. sat. o.O... nth much ba.. morning nth.. den go parkway.. den went to harbour front.. den nth lo.. haiz.. i gave my mp3 to my smaller sis. (*regret!!!*) but she long time no mp3 le.. give her make her happy oso gd.

today.. SUNDAY!! lol. slp until 9+am lo. =x sian.. made a werid dream.. i duno.. but dreams wont come true; will dey? i hope so, i hope not.. haiz.. times are changing real fast.
so early in the morning (huh. "early".) jasmine n i have to walk all the way to cold storage (in a daze lol. sleepwalk.) to buy flour. zzzzzzz. after that ar... nth lorz.. went to grandparents home.. slp all the way LOL. got stomach ache >.<* after that ar.. hm.. went to some werid place in jurong la. dunoe. spent lik 3hr dere.. so SIAN!!! lol XD.. after that.. went home.. sleep again.. den back here lo. i ALMOSt see finish the last 4 eps of inuyasha.. but nw so late ler.. T.T

=x so late!! tmr gt school.. byebye.
`cyn


-* Saturday, February 25, 2006

half day yasterday!!
lol. cos of gd o level results; we gt half day. lol and my elder sister doesnt have any~! whee!

we gt.. pe; sci; info tech. ONLY. lol.

pe.. hated it. sec1c were lik; next to us and mr anwari asked them "u all wana play games?" and our class were lik; "go run around the technical block twice." wth. after that we run around the field 3rice. and lesson ended. zzzz..
science? phy.. gt comon test paper back.. 19/22. =x better den nth. we learning refraction. but our class all nt paying attention. we all passing paper msgs.
computr classes? bleah. tcher didnt came. until after 20minutes. LOL. huimin n rachel n i thinkning of going out den to eat. i took looong time to decide. lol.
after that? nth lo. gt some fake fire alarm. lol.
after that.. rachel no chioce. nid to go home. *cries* lol nvm still gt huimin. after that huimin wan felix to go together out den he cant; den fendy wan to go wif us -.-" lol. we walk to bus stop oso discussing whether we shuld let fendy go wif us la. den in the end never; cos we reject him. LOL.
huimin n me went to visit huimin's mom la. den we go round shopping den went back n eat japanese food.. nth much ba. but better den stay at home. (:
so sian. maple so sian oso. making new skins oso so sian. everything so SIAN!! =x
well; at least for now.

`cyn


-* Wednesday, February 22, 2006

exam is finally over!!!
plus; its my mom's bdae today!
so happy!! comon test finaly ended! can play ler!! hahaha.

after sch i went to c doctor.. my elder sister followed me! (: so sian.. den went to parkway see see wad to buy for my mom. den gt her a small lil cake (:

after that? nth lo. made my 17th skin.. den so bored go hear songs lo. after that; u noe; my mom n dad come back home. and we went parkway. again. LOL

ate dinner in parkway (: *and argg everyone have to swallow down a bowl of tumyam soup.. and its so HOT!!! burn my tongue T_T* nth much la. den we went home. den im back here again. my mom just ate the cake (and tot it was fatty -.-) and its time to sleep!! lol. my vocab havent finish yet. sian.

ps. i finished uped version0.212.. http://cry-of-the-night.blogspot.com (: check it out!
`cyn
and everyone is lying to me!!! he still hates me!! T.T


-* Sunday, February 19, 2006

tmr geog & sci common test!!!!!!
arg.. its like; torture. yasterday intend to study; but cos my elder sister hit me cos i spoilt her drawing; i couldnt study anymore.

today? i woke up; den my smaller sis went to touch that wound on my right hand.. sia la. so pain.. grrr.. after that; i tried to study, but nid to cook vege for lunch. sian -.-""...
managed to study geog. A BIT. haiz.

after that; went to my grandparents home la. my parents fighting with each other.. den my father speeded... lik dam fast lo.. until i scream at dem den dey start scolding me n my sisters..

after that; dey so angry that dey TOUCH and GO. meaning; they reach my grandparents house; den after 5 min go ler. wth =.=... after that; went SOMEWHERE= dunoe where; but all i noe is that dey dump us in the car and tell us to keep the sa man ppl away. wth la.. dey dunwan ohkong oso cant lik dat treat us lo. after 10min dey came back. den dey reach home. den dump us here, den went to repair the aircon..

so sian!!!!!!!!!!!! after that; had dinner. den i revise; until i revise until i think can pass ler.. pass enouff ler rit.. fendy n kor was like; testing me and alot i dunoe :X.. so sian. sickening ct. nth elsse ler rit.. zzzzzzzz.. my mom n dad went out ler. left us here.
hester's grandparent passaway today.. sobx..

i want ct to end quick!!!!
and its.. five weeks already. just hope i can break the record of 130+ days. maybe make a new record for that game.. 365days? i wont be first to unblock. never.

`cyn


-* Saturday, February 18, 2006

where am i wrong?
where??

morning..it was ok ba..i revised my maths.. and geog..
den my mom called me tru phone and force me stop wad im doing and go cook for my sisters. my elder sister; surprisingly, turned good, and den helped me cook...

after my parents go back home; dey ask me wad i was doing.
den i say "revising geog." and den u noe wad??
my parents scolded me "waD?! play again!"... wth? i studying dey say i play.
den i shouted "i doing geog la!" my parents den say "job? wad job? (dey cant hear me well)"
den i screamed at them; "GEOG LA. I REVISING GEOG! IF U DONT KNOW WHAT IM SAYING; NEVERMIND!"
den dey like; "wad job?!! we university grads, u think we dunoe wad u saying?!" wth??? den i was like.. ok.. forget it. den my mom scolded me. wth la. i studying dey scold me.

den after that i let my dog mini out. den out of pity (and that my dad tell me to), i let panda; my other dog out.. den wad hapen? my two dogs started fighting. i look at them; dey are really very vious. i really cant take it; den tried to seperate them. after lik a while; my mom tried to help me stop dem frm fighting. ok la,cos my mom old; ant stop the dogs, nvm... i dun blame her. den my smaller sister was standing at the side, didnt do anything; just see the show. wth lo.. den i tried seperatingmy dogies den mini bit me; (and i noe she didnt intentionally,cos she loves me.) den panda scratched me. the pain was overwhelming, so i fell to the ground, cant do anything. it hurts to see my dogs fighting. i tried to get up, but i couldnt. my smaller sister was standing dere, den smirking. i look at her.. den look at my dogs.. den so i screamed at her, "wad are u doing?? panda is yours! help them stop fighting!".. its not my fault that i screamed at her..
and guess what? she just said "i cant la. i scared i end up like u, kena bit by dog."
i couldnt take it, i grabbed panda and clambered up the sofa. mini couldnt reach her, and neither do panda can reach mini. i quikly blocked dem from reaching each other; den ran into my mom's room. my mother put a bit of cream den gauze on the dog bite la. and she scolded me.

its not my fault that i took panda out. (my dad was the one hu told me to do so oso) and its not my fault that i was biten. my smaller sister didnt help me seperate the fighting dogs. and its not my fault that i scream at my sister. she didnt do anything. and its also not mini's fault that she bit me. and evveryone hates mini now and they hit her.. mini is my favourite dog lo.. she likes me, and i noe very very well she didnt intentionally bit me. and everyone hates us now. both of us.

well; im a human, mini is dog. she couldnt completely feel what im feeling. its good anyway. i rather be mini.. being loved. being cared; cared by me. while me, no one cares. no one loves me. and im all alone.


alone.


-* Friday, February 17, 2006

yay its friday!
lol.. no npcC? haha. i not sure. (:

morning? hmm.. nth much. only had history. (BAD BAD MARKS!) lol. wadever. i scared common test more. after dat was maths.. sian again. i hope ct i can do well; tmr i'll go revise. after that.. sci.. sian again. den IT. my computer siao siao de; so i sat next to fendy.. LOL he very funny when he play the music (: lol.
after school? stay back lik 15min for bio.. that tcher very kind de wor. help us revise. den i rmbr my smaller sister told me she will come back early. diaox... so i decided to go home. lol.

and guess wad?!!! she didnt come home AT ALL. hell. i lik; worry so much for her den she didnt even come home. and i skipped alot of the bio revision. =.=""
sian. didnt play today. i didnt study either. and i didnt make skins oso. sian.....
i watched lik 5 or 6 episodes of inuyasha. nth to do; i dun wan to study eithr. my younger sister now asking me to take a cup of water for her. she treat me lik slave lo. my elder sister worse. she everyday hit me and beat me. yasterday she oso used like full force on me and pushed me so hard then i fell. and my head hit the bed.. now still aching. and my hand oso aching. everyone is trating me lik slave. im nth. nth. but a slave.

i dont understand. really dont understand. i just.. want to be back with him.
`cyn


-* Thursday, February 16, 2006

thursday! tmr will be friday!!! (: (: (:
todae.. fun ba. lets start frm morning!

activities period.. cheryl no dere. *cries* lol she cant sit wif tim. haha.
maths. boring!! the common test ws we go thru ler. den jamie n me started debating about chicken and beef. LOL its lik so furni.
geog. i tot i lost my geog textbook lo! den after that i found it under my table. LOL!!!! haha.
sci? chem la. we gt quiz to do (8 of us competitors!) diaox lo. i never study. hahaahahhaha and i got 7/10 for one; the other 8/10. fantastic right? i tian cai ma. LOL. chem is lik; soooo boring. the atomic number n all i all dun understand when i do the quiz lo. but its just the common sense.
*no la. i not that clever la. i just trying to boast nth. haha. (i noe im lame.. -.-)
english?? eeps. gives me creeps. hold the english textbook so long.. sian lo.
chinese!! LOL. @ first we just went thru our textbk. den suddenly mdm fong was like "lets do the most important thing now. dun try to make faces that u forgot ar!!" den gerald n fendy n john were like "HUH? WAD THING?" (but its obvious that dey noe its chinese spelling. lol). it was difficult; but cos i got some tips bfore the spelling which words will come out, i think i'll pass. cos dere is some difficult words i dunoe hw to write n its nt givn as tip. but i'll pass! (ps. i didnt cheat. its a TIP. not cheat.)
after school.. physics!! (DIAO!!!!!!!!!) until 4 oso lehx. sian lo.

at 4 me n rachel quicky rush out of school. school is like; urg..

at home? even more sian.. nth to do excatly. i finished up seeing chobits (ITS SO PRETTY ESP THE ENDING!!) and oso finally u, noe. did my usual stuff on the net.. sian. i downloading inuyasha esp 138 and IT DOESNT WORK!! GRRR. o well. time to slp. hope kor actually kept his promise. (O YEA! i rmbr! fendy given me a panlid; i think i gona gif it back. lol.)

`cyn
..its been weeks. dont u rmbr? ich möchte mit Ihnen sein für immer..


-* Tuesday, February 14, 2006

valentine's day..?
whats it for anyway..?
life is just.. nth?

esp21chobits_


-* Monday, February 13, 2006

yeay! i managed to tell him! yeas!
yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!!yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!! yeas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ha; finally!!!!!!!
hes such a nice boy. but is just that; just that..
i couldnt like him. i couldnt. i tried; but i couldnt. just couldnt.
but hes still so nice to me!!!!! ^^ whee!!! im so happy!

o yea; before i forgot; the skin i submitted two days ago in www.blogskins.com came in AS SKIN OF THE DAY!!! IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! finally; after 13 skins; the 14th became skin of the day!! (:(:O im so happy!!!

o yea. azri went to eat prawn and vitamin c. he said he will die. so scary!!!! but the internet said that it is just a false rumour.. phews! hes lucky! i hope; i hope; he goes to school tomorrow. cos i dont want him to die.

school; sian again. history got 15/25. (beat him! yeash!) history nid to present the history thing.. i made a fool (did i?) of myself cos jamie wrote wrong words on the script. lol! but i dun blame her la. (:
no homework! and art for tmr; let 2C unite. we all didnt do 4 drawings. lol!

`cyn


-* Saturday, February 11, 2006

LIFE IS SO UNFAIRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i doubt anyone could understand. sigh.


-* Sunday, February 05, 2006

yastrday... saturday.. nth much. cept for............
RAT HUNTING!!!!
mini managed to kill the mouse that was living in our home. and guess what; we thought shes a hopeless dog. lol!! and she gt some injuries.. i washed it for her.. the rat was 30cm!!! forgot to take picture.. it was living under my maid's bed. oh well. the temporary maid went home le. now no maid. again.

today. kena scolded and beaten by my mom n dad. SIAN!! my computer confiscated le la!! GRR. now using my sis computer to type. SIAN!!!!!! dey dun even gif me the minimum freedom!!! :(


-* Friday, February 03, 2006

okiie. tok about fun! :)

yasterday. thursday. (you noe.. the day that the class hates cos alot of subjects.)
and whee!!! we went for the bridge competition! and no lessons!!

the 8 of us did geog test den after that took like 15minutes to find mrs goh. =X.. the boys in 2A were like "oh hor.. late for sch arh!!" to me.. diaox.. -.-" after that we did find mrsgoh.. den we took the weights and den (oh ya.. wads that tcher's name??!! we went wif her for a day and i didnt noe her name! ok; lets just say it. her name is tcher. shes the tcher in charge of the 8 of us.) tcher and mrs goh lead us out of sch.. no taxi! =.=" waited for 15 minutes for taxi.. so long.

we gt a taxi.. den we just hop on. the ride is like.. 30minutes? we reached neeann poly; but the bill came out to be $12+/.. kai prepared money (XP) for the ride.. so he paid.. so ex..
after that? we dunoe. we just waited.. den 5minutes later mark,tate,gerald,yingtai& tcher in charge came.. waited for sooo long. sian.

of course la. we didnt win. two team oso nv win. lol. sj n i dun care de.. gt cip hours anyway. gabriel? he happy cos he had popcorn to eat XD. kinda unfair wor? RI won. *duhxx* and the winners are sec3 (or is it sec 4?) somore. zzzzz.

after the competition gerald made up his mind and made a sugestion to "slack" all the way back to sch. like; take our sweeeeeet time to go back. everyone agreed. hahhahaha.
we took 154 (corect bus rit?) den go clementi mrt.. den took mrt to payalabar.. den took bus back. the whole thing ended at 12.15pm den we took our time and reached at 1.50pm... XP. we are just lil evil students playing truancy.

and we went in sch at 1.55. we have to take our sweet time to go up to class. we reached class kinda early... den we stood outside the classroom for like a minute doing nth; waiting for bell. den after that gerald took up courage and went into the class. lol. every1 doing compo. -.-" den after 2 minutes the bell rang. and everyone went off. left rachel (she absent ma), sj, joel,me,fendy.. dunoe y de.. everyone waited for me :). gerald gave fendy the drink he smuggled frm neeann; den fendy gif it to me cos no straw. i drank in class. lol. i ate too. :X.
after rachel finished up her compo den we went to find feng laoshi's peagion hole. we cant find.. den we intend to gif ahber de to help us de.. den ahber went toilet la. den she took like; 10minutes?!! we gave up and asked mrs tan for help instead. after mrstan went into the staff room den ahber came out of toilet. how ironic..

after that? went home. do nth. so sian.

FriDayx... (today; argh... another long story. and its `11pm le. zzzz i wan to finish dis post up bfore i slp!!!)

school
morning.. sian. history? ya. den ms sri very kelian.. the boat thingy ppl all went out of her class like ants like dat... den after like 5 minutes dey came back saying after history den dey take off. lol. history- super sian.
next? maths. finished up inequilty ws.. gt so much time to do that ws.. the other 12 ppl have to do it on monday. =X.. mdm goo nt really serious today. :)
next.. pe.. den we threw discus. sian!!!
next... science.. sian again.. all bout light and stuff.. -.-" i hate physics.
next.. IT lessons.. i didnt really pay attention.. i surfed the net.. lol. but i managed to finish what i was told to do in like; a few minutes? its easy.. basic skills nia.

after schooll..
did art (in art room; duh)..: soonhao gerald clayton was there too. kinda had some laugh.. laugh at the song mrstan played and the pictures that we drew.

return of the 12 great ppl: dey returned. lol. jamie's team... lost.. kinda.. jamie was like; smiling at how she lost. o.O.. duno about the rest of the 2 grps.. but i noe joel's team sort of won and lost.

npcc: wheee.. i guess i noe y dey didnt put the schedule in. dey think we will run away. lol. cos got... PHYSCIAL TORTURE!!!!!! argg... we ran and did pushups and endured and sprinted and situps and warmups and cooldowns and singsongs. kinda sound tiring.. but i didnt feel tired at all. lol. after that we gt campcraft lecture.. den have to pitch our own tent. npcc divided into 2 teams.. den yinglin joan me and alot of other friewns in my team :) our tent was success :P.. sort of. ma'am say our standard is good liaox.. cos we 1st time do this. the other team the tent all wrong. haywired i guess.
*notes. 14pegs; 1mallet; 2verticalpoles; one horizontal pole (navin went to hit me using dis on my head. it still hurts.); ground sheet; inner sheet; outersheet; 12 1.5m twine; 2 2.5m twine. pls rmbr the 10*smth* knot.
overall; np was fun todae.. :)

after np.. at home: did nth.. den played a while.. so sian.. den now doing some lame typing.. took me 20minutes to type all this kay.. so those hu read this; i bow to you. u managed to finish reading my loooong life story. lol. anyways; happy weekends!

`cyn (((wheee!!! ITS FRIDAY NIGHT TMR I CAN WAKE UP AT 12PM!!!!!))) :P


-* Wednesday, February 01, 2006

another dayyx................................................

:) wednesday.. tmr? will be the bridge day. SO SCARY!!!
morning.. woke up my sisters.. dey slp like zhu like dat!!! GRR.. lol.

maths'? SIAN.
chinesE? siann.. i almost slpt. until the part when we have to do compo den i woke up.
sci.. bio!! ms ang forgot that today she gt other remidial class.. so NO BIO TEST WHOOT!
english.. sian siansian again.. all bout newspaper thingy..
assembly? lame -.-. gt to watch some stupid movie. SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ONE DAY AFTER CNY AND THE DAYS HAVE BECOME SO BORING?!!!

after sch.. den did the class noticeboard.. den after that went all round to find kor.. sian! went practically the whole school to find him T.T... after that tim frm art rm tell me he at 2c corner. Arrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!! y didnt i think of going there at 1st?!!

joel and kor was dere.. tok a bit oso la.. nt so sian as in class.. :) after that finished the brigde.. den went to sci lab den test it out.. 4kg weights!!! we went up to 2 kg and it broke liaox.. diaoz!!
PS. mel's presence spoilt my whole day's mood.

went home.. rest a while.. then took a LONG time to make my 12th skin. cos my photoshop CS IS GONE!! *cries*.. lol anyway; i kinda like the way azri joel me and nigel play same name game.. :)

geog. tmr. die. wor. i. will. sure. fail.
`cyn (with no mood to study!!) *throws geog noteboook on the floor*